what a girl wants. what a girl by Vampire3546, literature
Literature
what a girl wants. what a girl
When she stares at your mouth, kiss her. When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her && don't let go. When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, kiss her && tell her you love her. When she's quiet, ask her whats wrong. When she ignores you, give her your attention... When she pulls away, pull her back. When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful. When you see her start crying, just hold her && don't say a word. When you see her walking, sneak up && hug her waist from behind. When she's scared, protect her. When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it && sleep
Because you know me right? You know me so well. You know everything about me, my influences, what hurts me, what helps me, what haunts me, you know it all right? You know what I've been through, going through and will go through don't you? You know all my choices and the reasons as to why I made them, right? Listen, think what you want when you come and mouth off about how ridiculous, or stupid, or slutty or dumb or ugly or whatever else you want to call me, but remember that you don't know half of the story, and I doubt when you're pointing the finger, your own slate is clean, is it?
that awkward moment when:
you realize your father will never be proud of you.
you realize your father has more hope in a mess up then the daughter he's always wanted.
you realize your father loves your siblings more.
you realize he gave up on you.
you realize your whole life, you've been hated by his wife.
you realize she's never found you even bearable to look at.
you realize you have no where.
you realize you finally done with life and at such a young age..
Hi, Mommy. ...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got ... ... ... beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day wa
My knee's are week. My legs are shaking. My stomache aches. My arms feel numb. my head is spinning. dont go just yet. My legs are weaker, The room is spinning around, I trip and stumble, on my own two feet, and im lying there just breathless and cold.
I wanna go back to the generation where "going out" was going on a date, not immediatly begin bf/gf. I wanna go back to the generation when a guy had to get permission from the girl's parents to ask her out. I wanna go back to the generation where a guy would physically call her and talk to her, not text. I wanna go back to the generation where your first kiss would be with someone you've been dating for months, not hookup with a guy you meet in a club. I wanna go back to the generation where a guy would give you his varsity jacket. I wanna go back to the generation where a girl can get any guy just by wearing a t-shirt, jeans, and a pair of
I push to see who'll pull.
I'll have to admit it takes a lot for someone to be labeled with me.. officially. Truth is, I will push you to your limit, and you will see my other side. I am the reason for that head ache of yours, but everything happens for a reason. My objective is to try to find your breaking point. To see if you're willing to hold on To see if you have what it takes to be with me. I promise you that its going to be a struggle and we're going to bump heads. But it WILL pay off when we both get in our comfort zone. Because honestly If you can't handle me at my worst, then why should you deserve me at my
Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've sat in my room and cried, how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I've had to hold back the tears, how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap but don't just for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever I'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody knows me, and thats what I hate the most.
I 'm beautiful girl that's always there for people and behind My eyes Is pain. Caused by the one I loved the most . No matter who rejects of me though she will put it out there just to piss them off , I'm a strong hearted girl that always has a reason to smile but when no one is around I crys over a lost part of my life that in my eyes was my everything . But I don't take advice from the ones who love me dearly . And I keeps forgetting the words ~ life moves on ~ one door closes another opens but I feel that no other will open for me and that person made her life worth living but truth is I made myself who I am today .
I am very musically inclined. I play Drums (3 years), Guitar (4 years), Violin(2 years), Piano/Keyboard (4Years),Trumpet(2 years) And I Have Been Singing since i was 5 ♥ Don't Mess With Me I Bite:)
Current Residence: The Labyrinth(: deviantWEAR sizing preference: ummmm ? Favourite genre of music: All kindss Favourite photographer: My Brother Favourite style of art: Drawing or Photography Favourite cartoon character: Axel From Kigdom Hearts Personal Quote: "The Emptiness Will Haunt You."
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Got a secret
Can you keep it
Swear this one you'll save?
Better lock it
In your pocket
Takin' this one to the grave...
If I show you
Then I know you
won't tell what I said.
Cause to can keep a secret...
if one of them is dead.